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Name: Tristan
Country: United States
State: New York
Birthday: 4/21/1982
Gender: Male


Interests: Reading, Computer nerd stuff, gaming, Warhammer, Being the Cross Roads Jungle Gym =)
Expertise: Transformers Knowledge. I studied abroad in Cybertron for a year =). Also I am told I give a pretty good hug as well
Occupation: Customer service/support
Industry: Computers (Hardware)


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Member Since: 1/12/2004

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Sunday, January 22, 2006

Unto every person there is a name
Bestowed upon him by God
And given him by his father and mother

Unto every person there is a name
Accorded him by his stature
And the manner of his smile
And given him by his style of dress

Unto every person there is a name
Conferred on him by the mountains
And given him by his neighbors

Unto every person there is a name
Assigned him by his sins
And given him by his yearnings

Unto every person there is a name
Given him by his enemies
And given him by his love

Unto every person there is a name
Derived from his festivals
And given him by his labor

Unto every person there is a name
Presented him by the seasons
And given him by his blindness

Unto every person there is a name
Bestowed on him by the sea
And given him by his death.

-- Zelda

 

 

Heard this poem read at my cousin's bar mitzvah on saturday and it was just something I really made me think about everything i have done and where im planning on going with my life


Sunday, January 15, 2006

I just dont know anymore... it feels like im in the middle of a room with 100s of one way doors and i have to pick one without being able to go back and try again. I have had my fair share of screw ups and im just scared of adding to that list. Gah im not happy about this right now


Thursday, January 12, 2006

You are the joy of my life, you are the bane of my existance. I can wait til i can see you, i wish you never existed. You always make my smile, you always know how to ruin a good mood. You bring order to my life, you cause total chaos. You make me want to be a better person, you have killed what good is left inside me. Dont totally know where this is heading yet.. its just something that i needed to get out of my head


Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Winter retreat..... Cant say enough good things about it. Friday night was definitely the highlight for me. Came to understand myself alot better. Got to know a few people better. Reconnected with a few as well. Still a little confused what happend saturday morning but thats for another day. Im just glad i have something like this in my life to help anchor me when Im feeling like im drifting with nothing insight.. Thank you all who made it possible 


Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Breathe in right away,
Nothing seems to fill this place
I need this every time,
Take your lies get off my case
Someday I will find a love
That flows through me like this
This will fall away,
this will fall away
You’re getting closer to pushing me
Off of life’s little edge
Cause I’m a loser
And sooner or later
You know I’ll be dead
You’re getting closer,
You’re holding the rope,
I'm taking the fall
Cause I’m a loser, I’m a loser, yeah
This is getting old,
I can’t break these chains that I hold
My body’s growing cold,
There’s nothin left of this mind
Or my soul
Addiction needs a pacifier,
The buzz of this poison is taking me higher
This will fall away,
This will fall away
You’re getting closer, to pushing me
Off of life’s little edge
Cause I’m a loser and sooner or later
You know I’ll be dead
You’re getting closer,
You’re holding the rope and
I’m taking the fall
Cause I’m a loser
You’re getting closer, to pushing me
Off of life’s little edge
Cause I’m a loser and sooner or later
You know I’ll be dead
You’re getting closer,
You’re holding the rope
And I’m taking the fall
Cause I’m a loser
 



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